Saturday, October 17, 2009

And the countdown continues...

Well as stated above - it goes on. No final date yet, but hopefully will know soon. It has been over 60 days. Wow how time goes by, but somedays it seems like minutes last hours. Summer has left and fall is coming in....that is fall in the ATX. Today was a good UT Longhorns won a hard game - 16-13 playing OU (yes you suck)! Afterwards went out for a visit, and now home watching tv. I wish he was right next to me and the cool weather makes me sad cause all I can snuggle with is the babies. Which I do love...but they aren't the same as my man.
But on a happier note, I have become more and more capable of living on my own for the temporary. I made Pea Soup last week, came out pretty good, and before that I made chili. Both were ok, but not the same as his. But the kitchen is not that room I never want to step inside anymore. I have learned how to endure it, and learn to create things, actually fun!!
Well that is all for tonight...Keeping the positive and optimistic views open till the next date, which is Tues. Laters!!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Countdowns

Remember when we were kids and we used to countdown for things we were excited for...christmas, birthdays, yep even school. As we get older countdowns turn into - how many days till rent is due, till the cable is due, where are the good countdowns?? Vacations yeah we get to go here and there. Well I have my own countdown and I don't know a final number yet, but it is hard. We are only miles apart, but it seems like forever away. We get to see each other twice a week but can't touch, smell, and we get to talk each day. It is like have a long distane relationship without the long distance. It is hard, but after 3.5 years we are strong and able to get through this It is a test, on both of us. So the count is almost 60, and still not sure how much more after this but I take, we take it day by day. One thing I have learned is the art of writing letters. I hate that this had to come about to communicate better, but reading someone's thoughts and feelings, and to be able to respond with your thoughts and feelings. All I can ask is keep us in your thoughts.