Countdowns

Remember when we were kids and we used to countdown for things we were excited for...christmas, birthdays, yep even school. As we get older countdowns turn into - how many days till rent is due, till the cable is due, where are the good countdowns?? Vacations yeah we get to go here and there. Well I have my own countdown and I don't know a final number yet, but it is hard. We are only miles apart, but it seems like forever away. We get to see each other twice a week but can't touch, smell, and we get to talk each day. It is like have a long distane relationship without the long distance. It is hard, but after 3.5 years we are strong and able to get through this It is a test, on both of us. So the count is almost 60, and still not sure how much more after this but I take, we take it day by day. One thing I have learned is the art of writing letters. I hate that this had to come about to communicate better, but reading someone's thoughts and feelings, and to be able to respond with your thoughts and feelings. All I can ask is keep us in your thoughts.